My Finding Forever

Way back in early October when I started my YouTube channel, I was thinking it would never grow. I thought that since other channels were talking about the same stuff I did, nobody would even give mine a chance. Especially when there are other channels that do what I do professionally. But the moment I

This is the next part in a series of posts about what I think I am... For awhile now, I've noticed that I slowly have been drifting from the social norms and the family norms. And of course, when you  do that, you tend to lose the relationships with people with whom you've been close with. People tend to drift/distance themselves from you.

I slowly think I am becoming, or am already a maniac. Sure people I meet in my day to day life might not notice anything, but on the inside I know there is a problem with me. Like there's something deeper about my personality than meets the eye. For starters, I question everything; religion, relationships, life, people (family), and along with family, I question if I was even suppose to be in this one.

I remember when i was younger, maybe back in the elementary-middle school days, I use to listen to rappers like 50 Cent, The Game, Snoop Dogg, and other people that labeled their style of music as "Gangsta Rap". I went from music that was like this (But not exactly this song): The Game - How We Do To this type of music:

For some reason, I discovered that I had a fascination with color at a very young age. In fact, this fascination started around age 3, or maybe even earlier. I remember during my birthday and Christmas, my aunt would always ask me to look inside a Lego magazine and circle what I wanted. Then, as a surprise, she would purchase it for me and I would wake up in the morning and rip the box to shreds and see it. With those LEGO bricks, I would always build things more related to Star Wars. But why i chose things inspired from Star Wars is a whole different story.  

So I recently joined a club at my college called Circle K International. This club is a community service oriented club. Note this, I never did community service before I joined. Then after I joined, I've clocked in a whole ton of volunteer hours.

So this post is going to be a story about myself that I wrote almost a 2 years ago. It showcases pretty much how it is living as me. Enjoy. Kweku: My Finding Forever Story Hey, my name is Kweku, There are many things people do not know about me. Whether it is my past as a child, or what I do when I’m alone, how I present myself in many situations. It all will be inside this one story. The story of me, how I found my forever. In this story, you will hear many references through musical lyrics, various artists, musicians, songwriters, painters and other people. And to you people reading, this is the real me. No lies, even many of you may even be able to relate to the situations I’ve been through. Even by the way you’ll see how my family is. So all in all, here’s where the story begins.

Game Box Cover Art Now everyone has played/seen a game or piece of media that has changed they way they live/made them question things. I know for a fact that I've played MANY games that made me think. One game in particular, which is part of my all time favorite series:  Kingdom Hearts .